I have always trusted my body :: known when things were wrong and just right. This feels right. I'm sure my first post may have raised eyebrows as if I didn't want to be pregnant. Puhlease! It's just a huge gulp to swallow but a very new and exciting one. Within these last few years we haven't exactly given a stern thought as to having children. There may have been a whimsical conversation or two in my fairyland mind. In reality, the idea of having a baby with Max has always been extremely wanted and vice versa for him. I could openly tell him that he would make the most handsome babies and I would be overjoyed to have them. We weren't trying to get pregnant and we weren't really not trying either. (I mean when you've been together for almost eight years…) To be completely honest, as months went by and more friends were popping out with exciting belly news, it made me sad that I didn't have news to tell, but at the same time, I was okay with that.
I could say for us both, we like to be prepared and plan the smart way for every situation. I am completely aware that preparing and planning for children NEVER comes as expected. I guess thats what makes this whole thing so scary. Max and I aren't the least bit prepared! Being the positive person that I am, I am ever so gratefully taking this as a sign that it's meant to be and couldn't be happier to have the man that I do by my side.
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